Let me honest. I'm scared shitless. I have never been away from home for longer than a summer. But maybe more importantly, I've never been away from my family for this long. Don't get me wrong, my family drives me crazy. We are always in each other's business and it's always messy. In fact, messy is an understatement. That said, I cannot imagine not seeing them for so long because regardless of how crazy they drive me, they also keep sane. They ground me, love me, and are always there for me.
On a side note, today was my last day of work. And, even though I wanted it to end so badly when it first started, I'm sad it's over. Although research will definitely not be something I will pursue, I loved the people the I worked with. They are all so incredibly different, but at the same time so very unique and amazing. That's why I love Stanford. You find the most amazing people doing the some of the most tedious work (aka stata analysis all day).
I chose this course. I wanted this challenge and even though I'm scared, I know it will be amazing.
I leave tomorrow at 2pm. My suitcase is not yet done and my mother is sad. But there is a part of me who is excited. Excited to see what will happen. Excited for life to happen.